I'm constantly breaking my own heart these days. Hoping, wishing, pining, and waiting isn't doing anyone good. Especially me. I've grabbed a spoon, but I have yet to pick a flavor. I wish I could just say it, get it out there, be me. After all what do I have to lose? Depending on which way it goes, a lot. I hate gray areas. Who am I kidding, I've been in the gray so long that I might as well stop renting and buy a house already. Then I can run for Major of the Gray Area. Ugh.
Everything is just so confusing. I didn't think I would...you know...so much, but I do. This feeling, it surprised me, sneaked up on me, and now I can't get rid of it. Why? It would all be so much easier if I didn't feel this way...
I just noticed that this was my 100th post! Wowie.
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