Crushed

It's called a crush for that very reason, because often times you are left crushed, heartbroken even.

Boys are cute. I like boys. I miss boys. I really, really miss having a boyfriend. So. Apparently Corina likes her boys...a lot. This year, ever since I "woke up", my boy-craziness has gotten OUT OF CONTROL. It so easy to fall in like with a boy...or two..Its the making something of it that I'm having a hard time with. The daydreams, they just aren't cutting it these days. I'm lonely. I wish I could have just said it at the time. I should have expressed how I was feeling before. It never seemed like the right time, and now....well now is the worst time. Its all so confusing. I'm all mixed up.

Boys are cute, I miss boys. I miss one in particular right now...but that changes on an hourly bases these days...