I was asked if I was going to go to the X-mas party this year. It got me thinking about the person I was this time last year. In some ways, I've progressed SO MUCH. In others, well...I'm still doing the same old shit. I've let go of a lot of baggage, but I'm finding that while I may have boxed up the old crap, I haven't completely gotten rid of it. It's still sitting there by the door waiting to be thrown out.
I wish I was bolder and more confident. I should just take it because I deserve it. I always find myself on the edge of something good..One more step, one more action, one more word, and then I'm there or it's mine. I get scared or chicken out and I back away. I'm still backing away!
Maybe my Moms was right. Ugh. Please don't tell her I said that.
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