Saturday, April 05, 2008

::YAWN::

Apparently I have forgotten how to sleep. Not only did I have a hell of a time just falling a sleep last night, but at 7:30 AM I found myself wide awake staring at the ceiling...on a Saturday...on a day when I have nothing planned until this afternoon. I think I only slept an equivalent of 4 hours. it's been forever since I have taken a nap.

I can't seem to shake this feeling...NO it isn't that...and NO it isn't that either. It's not him, or him, or her, or that. Something is wrong. I don't know what. I can't sleep. I can't dream. I can't communicate without an expletive. I've been feeling this way for weeks...and I surprisingly have not cried once. Which only further supports that it's NOT that. Could I be going through another quarterlife crisis?

It's all f'ed up!

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