Okay so despite everything, I am still smiling. I dunno what it is or what but I am weirdly happy. My moments of blueness don't last nearly as long as they used to. Sometimes when I catch a glimpse of myself in my cube mirror I am surprised to see that I am smiling..SMILING! IN THE OFFICE! FOR NO REASON!
I think its the newly rediscovered freedom. Freedom from SLAK. Freedom from the blahness that was once him. So he didn't work out and we could never get our shit in sync. That's okay. It just means he wasn't the one. He's still super cute with his big brown eyes and his broodiness...but no. Its better that we're not talking so much or seeing each other. I'm sorry to say that I am smiling more and crying less without him, than with him... So long dear friend. You are missed.
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