Tuesday, August 24, 2010

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I've been having these dreams. He is in them. He seems to always be in them. I can't tell if its a wish, or if its a premonition or if it am seeing something that really is there in my subconscious, but not seeing it fully in reality....and that drives me nuts.

I'm not ready to deal with it...but then its long over due...but then I'm scared...but then I'm over it...or maybe not.

This shouldn't be so hard. Although, I'm suspicious when its too easy.

Someone stop these thoughts in my head.

Thank You.

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