Monday Music Inspiration

This song always makes me smile. hehe.

mhmm.

Something is up. I know it. I can feel it. She's not helping.

I feel like he's buttering her up for something...I'm going to lose out.

I always lose when it comes to them. 

Lazy Sunday Afternoon.

I'm spending a lazy Sunday afternoon at my parents house. The pups are taking an afternoon nap (Sammie is in his crate and Bhoo is lounging on their big pillow next to the slider). My brother is in the living room watching the "world premier" of Turtle Forever on Nick. He's 21 years old. I have never seen someone so excited. hehe.

Its times like this that makes me wonder if I could move back here while I look for my next place. It seems okay now, but I'm only here 1/3 of the time. The rest of the time is at work or at my house. It wouldn't be so bad so long as I do move out eventually. The last thing I want is to be stuck.

So here is my plan...Be bought out and move out as soon as possible. I would prefer the end of September, but we will still need to have that discussion. My furniture will go into storage, and I will move to my parents house for a few months while I get myself in a better position to be pre-approved. My current financial situation is not so great. I can continue to look and hopefully find something for me and Bhoo.

I have a feeling the best deals will be outside the city I currently live and work at. I could move outside, but this is my comfort zone. Then again, maybe its time for a bigger change. *sigh* Once again, I have no idea what to do...

Weekly Randoms

1. First week driving myself and I called in sick on Monday, barely managed to make it in by 8:15-8:30 the following days, and arrived in work at 9 am on Friday. So much for me keeping the 7:30 to 4:30 schedule. LOL. 
2. I've been commissioned to make a couple of masquerade masks. I'm super excited and will be buying the supplies shortly.
3. I feel like the pest patrol and light monitors are being excessive lately. Maybe its because I'm home more. 
4. On Friday I went out to eat at Avilas for the first time in months. I ordered the baja bowl. I was sooo good about controlling my portion and eating slow. I have left overs that should last me the weekend.
5. Plans for the Homecoming Game have been hashed out. We will be tailgating, which means I will be able to knock another thing off my 30 while 30 list!
6. The faceless man keeps haunting (er..or should I say taunting) me in my dreams. WHERE ARE YOU ALREADY!?! Do I know you? It's getting out of control. 
7. You know what is irritating? Couples who baby-talk in public. Please shoot me if I ever do that.

If I every question my feelings...

I must remember this...

I know exactly who this is...bah. and he knows it too. And does it stop? Nope. I'm such a sucka for him. double bah!!

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I've been having these dreams. He is in them. He seems to always be in them. I can't tell if its a wish, or if its a premonition or if it am seeing something that really is there in my subconscious, but not seeing it fully in reality....and that drives me nuts.

I'm not ready to deal with it...but then its long over due...but then I'm scared...but then I'm over it...or maybe not.

This shouldn't be so hard. Although, I'm suspicious when its too easy.

Someone stop these thoughts in my head.

Thank You.

Monday Music Inspiration

Colbie Callait - Maria

This is such a great cover. I love Colbie's sound, and she definitely infused it into this song.

I want to be Maria!

Weekly Randoms

Wow. Its been a while since I've blogged anything. It's not because I'm have nothing to blog about. I have TONS. I've been doing a lot of changing and re-arranging. Life is good, and getting better.

On to my Weekly Randoms:

1. I carpooled with my sister into work this week. She works 7:30a - 4:30p, while I normally worked 8:30a - 5:30p. I'm really liking the earlier schedule, so I think I will keep it up for as long as I can. :D
2. I've been on a special diet for the past 3 weeks and have lost! They say it takes 6 weeks for something to become a routine. I'm half way there! I plan on sticking to this diet for the rest of my life...how do I know this? Yesterday I cheated a little bit and suffered the consequences last night.
3. My two recipe books are tagged for all the low fat/calorie dishes that I want to try. For the past week or so I've had this incredible urge to cook. Not necessarily eat it (see above for reason why), but to cook it. 
4. Yesterday I saw "Get Him to the Greek" at the dollar theater. hehe funny movie.
5. I don't understand the whole spitting in the kitchen sink thing that some boys do. Its the kitchen sink, I wash my dishes there. In fact, sometimes my dishes are in there and sometimes you are washing dishes while you spit in there. WHY? It seems to be normal to some people...am I weird for thinking this is gross?
6. I'm excited about the fall. It means the end of the busy season at work. It means football and tailgating. It means cooler weather. It means holidays are right around the corner!
7. I want to enroll in an online class. This one looks like it might be fun.

Monday Music Inspiration

I thought there was a music video for this, but one did not show up on youtube. Ah well. I do want to be starting something....I don't want to be stuck in the middle....