I get it. I know better, and yet here I am again. I can't keep doing this...being the Back-Burner Girl. The Girl you talk to in between conquests. The Girl you talk to when you want to feel better about yourself. The Girl you rarely hang out with, but talk with often. The Girl who gives you the emotional support you just can't seem to get from her. The Girl you treat like crap in public so as not to give the impression of togetherness. The Girl you let worry about you, but never worry about her. The Girl you keep in your life when your single and ditch when you're not.
I am not a placeholder or a 'Miss-Right-Now'. I'm a Girl who wants to be loved and taken cared of. I'm the Girl who deserves it. I'm the Girl who isn't getting it from you. I'm the Girl who wants to walk away. I want this to be my good-bye. I want to shut you out. For whatever reason, I can't...and it's tearing me apart.
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