My New Theme Song

For the past month or so, my theme song has been "Big Girls Don't Cry". While they shouldn't, I do and have been for a while now. There have been several "la da da da" moments, "I hope you know" moments, and tons of "myself and I" moments. I'm still a work in progress. While I may still trip, flip, and shut down, the frequency and duration of those events are a lot less.

So. "Big Girls Don't Cry" is still my song, but I've added another one to the mix. I don't have a video, but here are the lyrics. Whether or not this fits a "pattern", I dunno, but I'd like to think that it shows that I do have some hope that one day that someone will hear me...

Kelly Clarkson - Hear Me

Hear me / Hear me

You gotta be out there / You gotta be somewhere
Wherever you are / I'm waiting
'Cause there are these nights when / I sing myself to sleep
And I'm hopin' my dreams / Bring you close to me
Are you listening?

Hear me
I'm cryin' out / I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd / It's getting loud
I need you to see / I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me / Hear me

Hear me
Can you hear me?
Hear me

I used to be scared of / Letting someone in
But it gets so lonely / Being on my own
No one to talk to / And no one to hold me
I'm not always strong / Oh, I need you here
Are you listening?

Hear me
I'm cryin' out / I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd / It's getting loud
I need you to see / I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me

I'm restless and wild / I fall, but I try
I need someone to understand / Can you hear me?
I'm lost in my thoughts / And baby I'm far
For all that I've got / Can you hear me?

Hear me
I'm cryin' out / I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd / It's getting loud
I need you to see / I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me / Hear me
Hear me / Hear me
Can you hear me?
Hear me / Hear me
Hear me / Can you hear me?
Oh, oh, oh, oh...
Hear me / Hear me
Hear me