Friday, September 25, 2009

I don't understand...

I don't understand why she hates me so much. Everything I do is wrong, nothing I do is good enough, everything I want/believe isn't normal to her. Why does my word not matter? Why am I worth so much less in her eyes? What did I do?...and why do I keep trying to get her approval?

I'm done. She's never going to accept me, no matter how good I am, no matter how successful, she will always find something that isn't right in me...and that is the only thing she will see...failure.