I got myself a H-Buck today...hehehe. In my 5 year career, I've only gotten 1 for driving out to Santa Clarita the day before Thanksgiving to do a ballot tabulation....The one a received today was an even sweeter award.
The H-Buck I received today was for "positive assertion of information and direction." Basically I YELLED at someone via email. It's one of my off-the-record-goals, to be more assertive at work. Boss-Lady thinks I am too nice sometimes. I agree. :D
Monday, December 22, 2008
Thursday, December 11, 2008
I'm restless again. Let's face it, I'm sh*tting around and biding my time for something to happen. IT'S NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!
They don't believe that I am over him. I am. So I still talk to him...big deal. HE IS MY FRIEND! I don't like him like that. I can't. Okay so maybe I have moments when I struggle a little bit..they they are fleeting moments and I am quickly reeled back into my imaginary world.
Yes, I have an imaginary world. It's my ideal place and time where I am surrounded by those I adore. I wish one day it will be a reality...unfortunately I am sh*tting around...which brings us back to the beginning.
32 is my scary age. That's the age my mom was when she had me. By this age I hope to have accomplished the following:
Be a Project Manager - whether it is in my current industry or a different one, I hope to be making the income that was flaunted in front of me at every career fair I ever went to at USC.
Be a Homeowner - I know I co-own the house that I currently live in, but its not ALL mine. I want to have my own place that is MINE.
Sideline - I want to branch out and do something creative to off-set the engineering work I do on a daily basis. I'm not sure what yet..but there has got to be something!
Learn the Guitar - Yes, I still have that guitar that was given to me in high school. No, I still do not know how to play it.
Learn how to Sing - Since I'm learning guitar, I might as well learn how to sing along with it too.
Ceramics - I want to make a fruit bowl. Don't ask me why, I just want to...
I'm not going to put fall in love or get married...those are things that occur when the time is right. Those are also two things I do not have any control over. HE has all the control and He will send me someone great. Or maybe He won't send me anyone at all. Who knows. I'm not going to push it anymore.
They don't believe that I am over him. I am. So I still talk to him...big deal. HE IS MY FRIEND! I don't like him like that. I can't. Okay so maybe I have moments when I struggle a little bit..they they are fleeting moments and I am quickly reeled back into my imaginary world.
Yes, I have an imaginary world. It's my ideal place and time where I am surrounded by those I adore. I wish one day it will be a reality...unfortunately I am sh*tting around...which brings us back to the beginning.
32 is my scary age. That's the age my mom was when she had me. By this age I hope to have accomplished the following:
Be a Project Manager - whether it is in my current industry or a different one, I hope to be making the income that was flaunted in front of me at every career fair I ever went to at USC.
Be a Homeowner - I know I co-own the house that I currently live in, but its not ALL mine. I want to have my own place that is MINE.
Sideline - I want to branch out and do something creative to off-set the engineering work I do on a daily basis. I'm not sure what yet..but there has got to be something!
Learn the Guitar - Yes, I still have that guitar that was given to me in high school. No, I still do not know how to play it.
Learn how to Sing - Since I'm learning guitar, I might as well learn how to sing along with it too.
Ceramics - I want to make a fruit bowl. Don't ask me why, I just want to...
I'm not going to put fall in love or get married...those are things that occur when the time is right. Those are also two things I do not have any control over. HE has all the control and He will send me someone great. Or maybe He won't send me anyone at all. Who knows. I'm not going to push it anymore.
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