ugh. I stayed home sick today. I think my body is trying to tell me something...I'm tired. There is too much to do! And it's been a month since my last entry.
I know that with some careful planning I can get everything that I need to get done done when I need to get it done...and still have tons of free time to do what I want. Its like when I try to be healthy. I know that you can loose weight if you diet AND excercise...but I can't seem to do both, I either focus on the diet and slack on the excercise..or I actually do go to the gym, but I slack on my diet...and lately I haven't been focusing on either. I have been trying to be more diligent in my "quiet time" and my devotionals, but it looks like those are slipping too. I want to keep up with my journaling and blogging, but alas...I have little to say in both those departments.
It's becoming all about my workload; which has not let up, especially with "ARRAH" gone. Actually, in the long run, him being gone will lessen my workload. I just have to get passed this last project. I am finding out quite quickly that he did not get as far as he had lead on before he left and now I am left with a boatload of crap to sift thought.
I just can't seem to get my life in order. I know that if I just sit down and do some planning I will be able to work something out. I just need to schedule a time to actually DO it. Im a procrastinator...I need to work on that..I just haven't gotten around to it..NOW IS THE TIME...I have to. The new seasons are starting up.
I need to find time to work on my physical health, work on my spiritual health, and well work work as well. I also need to schedule in my shows, my journaling, my scrapbooking, and my doing things so that I have something to scrapbook. And in the middle of all that, I need to find myself a man...or a least look interesting and available (but not deperate) enough for a man to come to me...and I want a MAN not some Mama's Boy!
